My dinners lately have had a lot in common with my life. I wish I could fudge it a little and say they are completely balanced. In reality, they’ve pretty much been small disasters every single night. Delicious disasters, but that’s not really the point.
The thing that bothers me about it is that there was absolutely no foresight. I totally forgot about cooking an actual dinner. The really sad thing about it is that I bought a freaking ton of produce yesterday. Like way too much for someone who is traveling in a few days. Proof that I’m not thinking ahead when it comes to, well, anything.
I’ve been rushing around like crazy the past few weeks, while accomplishing very little. It’s embarrassing, y’all. I’ve lost a little of the “balance” I had found – which already wasn’t much to write home about. It’s like I’m busy for the sake of being busy.
So tonight, I’m going to relax and come up with a game plan. That game plan is tentatively called “wait until school is out for the summer”. Just kidding. A little bit anyway. I am looking forward to a break, but let’s all just cross our figures that I use it wisely and get some stuff done.
Question: Anyone else feel busy AND unproductive lately? I feel like I’m defying all logic at this point. I’m exhausted and I have nothing to show for it. Unless a pile of dirty laundry is now a good thing. Then, hello, I’m so winning at life right now. 😉